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i read... [12 Oct 2006|06:11pm]
for one more day SOO GOOD like seriously read it im in the middle of water for elephants its really good so far but a little bit raunchy at some parts other than that its really good
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I <3 books! [07 Oct 2006|11:01am]
[ mood | lethargic ]

i havent read in a while
i think im having withdrawl from my papery friends
i think next weekend im going to become a hermit and just read
i have a list of books i want to get
here the they are!
For one more day
The memory keepers daughter
Singing Songs
Dear Jhon
Water for Elephants
Snow Flowers and the secret fan
White Oleander
The Princess Bride
Jane Eyre
It hapened to Nancey
have any of you red any of these??

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[17 Sep 2006|04:40pm]
If you could have any reasonable gift what would it be??
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Snakes in the toilet [15 Sep 2006|04:11pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

Is anyone else ever afriad of sitting down to do your business and the *BAM* theres a snake curled up nice and cozy in el crapper? Well I for one am

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[13 Sep 2006|10:03pm]
thank you for your answers its my art homework and uve made it seem like i have very intellegent friends GO FRIENDS THAT ARE ART SMART!!!
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[13 Sep 2006|06:13pm]
what is art to you?
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Cars [08 Sep 2006|09:33am]
[ mood | feverish ]

I got into a car accident yesterday
Basically i stopped at a green light to let an ambulance go through the intersection and a guy hit me going 40 and now im paralized no I'm totally kidding but it did scare the shit out of me and of course this all happened while the drivers ed car with the big pizza triangle thing on top

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It was fabulous and fun and fantastic and we all ate and i normally dont update because its boring and i much prefere the quiet and less public/criztising(sp?) journal in my own home but since i have updated him i was blonde i figured what the hey!
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[21 Jun 2006|01:56pm]

Me as a blonde I
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[12 Jun 2006|06:03pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

Im so sad yet happy all at the same time
summer is here but one of my best friends in the whole world is gone
I cant believe hes gone
all my shit is at my moms so i have to use my dads comp
Which SUCKS btw
none of my stuff is on it
oh well a comp is a comp
I have to keep busy to distract myself
Ive decided to keep a normal diary like most people
So most of my entries from now on will be mindless babble
Please disregard such entries
The only times I will put my teen angsty emotions in entries is when i will need advice, support, yada yada yada

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[30 May 2006|07:12pm]
[ mood | numb ]

I'm going back to that place I use to go to
Everything is fake to me
I feel lifeless and numb
Like a doll
I feel like a porcelian doll
Whos only purpose in life is to sit there on her shelf and look pretty
But nobody will play with her because she is too fragile
I can feel my heart beating and blood pulsing but I dont feel alive
I feel like there is more I need to do
I'm incomplete but I dont know why

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[28 May 2006|05:13pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Today I decided to just let go of everything
and I ran
I ran until my legs gave out
While I was running I couldnt feel any pain or tiredness
When I finally stopped my legs betrayed me and wouldnt move
Luckily I had my cell phone so I called a good friend to come pick me up on his bike
Brian is officialy my knight in shining wheels
Today taught me that friends will go out of their way to help
P.s. Got a really cute dress for graduation

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[24 May 2006|12:23pm]
[ mood | scared ]

Today after the geography exam it all hit me at once really
I had this image of our little group or well the people that are staying and we saw each other in the hall but we didnt stop to talk we just kept walking
Some of us would say quick inside jokes to each other but that was it
And it really hurt
I got this empty heavy feeling in my chest and i couldnt feel anything
I couldnt shake the feeling it just wouldnt go away
Im scared of whats to come

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[23 May 2006|05:26pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Last day of school
Its really over
I dont want it to be
Im gonna miss everyone so much
Will we all keep in touch?
Or are we just going to drift apart?
Im really worried it will be the ladder

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[21 May 2006|06:48pm]
[ mood | light as air ]

I just went on a bike ride :)
I met a boy who was swimming at my old friends house
Andrew and Matthew (the old friends) use to live in my other neighbor hood and now i live in theirs
weird huh?
anyway the unknown boy was like whats ur name and i said alex because thats what matthew and andrew call me
and then he yelled at me as i road along the nature path your hot
it made me feel good because i wasnt wearing any make up
and then i realized i dont need make up to be beautiful
everyone is beautiful
some people are just beautiful in different ways
i like unconventional beauty like in perks
hmm i wonder how many kinds of beauty there are
probably an infinite amount
what kind of beauty am i?
what kind of beauty are you?
i bet ur amazing beauty cuz if ur reading this then ur most likely my friend and all my friends are amazing

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[21 May 2006|04:25pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Friday night was fun
Went to stonecrest with mark ward and sarah
some parts were awkward
but for the most part it was fun
i have scratches from rolling around in grass
im allergic to grass
yet somehow whenever me and mark go to stonecrest i end up in grass
oh well it was jolly
last night was good
one part of it really sucked
like when my hair go stuck in the air sucker thing for the ac in mollys car
apparently its not a good idea for the person with most hair to sit in the trunk next to that thing
so me and mark switch
but my hair was still a tangled mess
but it all worked out

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[18 May 2006|12:34pm]
[ mood | numb ]

I didn't go to school today
I'm not sick
I just couldn't
Everything seems like a movie to me right now
I don't like it
Nothing seems real
I fear I may be going insane
But I know I'm not
Crazy people never question their sanity
I question mine all the time
Or does that just make me crazy because I know that if i question my sanity it makes me sane but what if i'm only questioning my sanity to convince myself i'm not insane
WOW that sounded paranoid

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[16 May 2006|08:38pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

I bought new books
Burned- about a girl who has a sex dream and then her very christian father cathches her in a compromising posistion then she gets suspended from school for various things and then she is sent to live with her aunt who she has never met

Cut- a girl cuts herself not deep enough to die just enough to feel the pain and then she is sent a clinic but she refuses to talk

The 2nd one sounds the best to me but thats just cuz it relates more to me than the first considering i dont have an aunt i dont know and i have never been caught in a compromising posistion

I also bought a pretty diary

This entry has been dull and pointless

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[13 May 2006|07:58pm]
[ mood | mother fucking cramped up ]

The trip went well for the most part
Some things went wrong
Most of them were fixed in a matter of hours
That is just how middle school works
If only all problems could be fixed as quickly as our drama
Everyone else mentioned how much they hate PMSing and periods
I'm hoping on the band wagon

Periods are so much FUN!!!
I think i may as my doctor if there is any way i can it all the time
Just for kicks

P.S. mydol, heating pads, and chocolate are the best things in the world!!!!

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Questions [09 May 2006|07:26pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

I have some question I would like to see if you can answer

1)Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread?

2)Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"?

3)Why is it that no matter what color of bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?

4)What is a hacky, and why is it in a sack?

5)Who was in the kitchen with Dina?

6)Can a school teacher give a homeless child homework?

7)If conjoined twins participate in sports, do they count as one or two players?

8)Is there a certain temperature at which it stops being qualified as cold? At what temperature does it qualify as hot?

9)Are there seeing eye humans for blind dogs?

10)Why is the word "abbreviate" so long?

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